how long it will be my secret prob....

mek sik taok mo molah pa ag ngn idup..mek ngga owg len nyaman jak idupnya tek..sik pnh ad prob..what should i do? no one know my prob..mek rsa lelah jak ngn idup..knak kmek plu hdpi prob ni bah? mek lelah ngis gik..kring juak air mta..knak ya ada mnsia y kjm..hdup mek y sbnr sik pnah sma ngn ktak nmpk...mek mok mntk maaf 2 smone...'u still dnt know anythgs..."..i'm so soryyyyy...kmek tnsion glak!!!!!  how long it will be my scret...