Thursday, December 22, 2011

whats going on today...

so stress...
how could she do this to me..so selfish..

5.00pm
try pretend to be ok infront of my GENG.....
but how can i protect my sadness...
they can assumed smthing..
try so hard to say this word to them..
i'm so sorry if we can grad 2gather..
but....i cant finish that word..my tears flow..flow..and flow...
                                                  i tell them,evrthing what have done 2day..
                                                 sriously..anyone heared that, will so angry..
                                                 how could i have a frerns like she...juz think of her self...
                                                 its too much..when its related to my future studies...
                                                
                                                6.40 p.m
                                                my GENG..thanks 4 evrythings...thanks 4 the support..
                                                thanks 4 the caring...and still try to make me smile wif the joke..
                                                also thanks to AKEN..4 the rm10 kropok lekor...n syrup 4 me..
                                               
                                                8.00p.m
                                                my tears flow again..tell evrything to rumet..
                                                they also cant blived it..she could do this..
                                                thanks to rumet...4 the support n advices..
                                                i'm apreciate it..
                                               
                                                12.30 a.m
                                                to my mother...
                                               if i can say this..infront of you...
                                               mom..i'm realy sorry if i cant be a good son..
                                               if i cant be a good prson in study..
                                               but u must know..its also happen bcoz of someone..
                                               that reaaaalllyyyy...SELFISH...
                                               hwover..its still my fault also...
                                               i'm accept it as my fate...
\                                              sorry mom..cant make u proud of me.....


                                                 thanks to evryone...i love u GENG...love u rumet..
                                                     LOVE U MOM....

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

i need to be lonely..

dont know how to epress my feel right now..
so...stress...i want to cry..but why..my heart block the tears..
i need to be lonely..plesss..

Friday, December 16, 2011

prasaan...satu rasa yang sukar u dtfsirkan o org len..sukar u kite jelaskan..mgkin org x fhm ape y nk kte smpaikan..n mgkin jgk blaku slah fhm..hmm.ntahla..ssh sgt..sulit..kdg2, org x fhm tndak tanduk kte skrg.tp mgkin akn fhm ble alami sdri nt..


                                                                                                                                                      just smile...
                                                                                                                                                       miss_shas

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

1 lagi kepahitan..

jika takdir ini y telah dtentukan u fmlyku..aku redha..namun sedih still ade jauh d sdut at ak..mngkin Tuhan lebih menyayangi bby cik..Al-fathihah...
Nur Fitriah Aisya bt Fauzi

masih tgambar kebahagian ktorang mennti kelahiran bby ni..ank k3 cik, y ptama kakak(syirah) n kdua adik(amsha)...ak dh jji ngn cik nk jga dy lpas bsalin..tp tkdir x mnyebelahi..pling sedih tme cik nak oprate, ank sulung dy Nur fitriah Insyirah tinggalkan satu surat kat meja pesakit time mlawat cik..msti cik sedih baca surat tu..dlm surat tu ank dy lukiskan gmbar fmly n she said....

umi..biarla adik pegi..lepaskan dy..
kakak ngn adik ada..nt kite jumpe baby dkt akhirat..
sayang umi...

x trgambar prasaan ak tme tu ble tau isi surat tu..bdk 8 thn dh fhm sme tu..ak sndri myb x buat cmtu...ape2 pon, ak n fmly time tkdir ni n redha..Al-Fathihah..